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SPEED DRAWING - JOHN LENNON

2012-02-05T17:29:00.000-08:00

TO MAKE UP FOR MY LACK OF UPDATE ON THIS BLOG, CHECK OUT MY FIRST ATTEMPT OF SPEED DRAWING
TITLE: JOHN LENNON
ORIGINAL TIME: 4HOURS
THANKS FOR WATCHING!

Saturday

2012-02-04T00:12:00.000-08:00

Why hello there bloggers, so I haven't been updating on this blog so much lately. I've been busy? Hmmm... Not quiet so, I guess the word "busy" is just another way for me to be excused.
I don't really know what to talk about?
But there is one question that's been on my mind, that's been bugging me ever since 2012 started.
What is life? Do you know your true self? What will happen after we die? Will there be an after life? Is there any hope left for this cruel world? Who am I? What am I? Why do I even exist? What is the importance of your existence... Why did God created you and let you live in that particular body?
I guess it's just those moments where your mind plays with you, and also I've been thinking about the end of the world.
Sometimes I can't wait for the world to end 'cos the world is just too fucked up. SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP. Reading all the news, articles and such...
But sometimes when I think about the apocalypse, it's kinda unfair for the peeps like me who hasn't gotten the chance to go study overseas, meet my true love, get married, have a stable job and have kids and those kinda things..
And also sometimes I think about whether I'm happy with the things I've done in my life. I would rate myself a Yes and a No. I've done soooooo many stupid things that I wish I never did, but I guess that's how you learn and grow from it. There are only SOME things that I'm happy about though.
I sometimes sit by myself and think about life, and what is it REALLY?
Is it about making money? finding love? seeking happiness?
I also sometimes think and wonder about whether the people I know, realize what they are doing with their life and think about whether they are happy with what they are doing. Are they proud of it? Do they realize that it is actually hurting other people?
Some people just take their life for granted. I had conversations with my girls about a thing called "LIFE", it's a very complicated yet simple word.
*HUGE SIGHS*
But it's not worth just thinking about it, we gotta do something about our life. I've learned that life is too short. And yes it is idiotic to think about the end of the world too much. We live now, not next week or yesterday. I can't really do anything about life but to Live it to the fullest.
We wouldn't know when our last day might be. We could die tomorrow or maybe next month. Let's just learn to forgive and forget, don't take your friends or family for granted. Let's just stop complaining just for one brief moment and grasp all the blessings God has given us.
I still firmly believe that things happen for a reason and eventually things will work out at the end. I've had my shitty days and good days. As they say there is darkness and there is light. We need balance and that balance would help us measure our stability whether or not we could handle it.
When God puts you to it he will bring you Through it. Let's just live our life and make the days count and not count the days. Stop hating and start loving. Be thankful and stop yapping about how miserable your life is. Let's learn to live and think deeply about what it really means. Fight for what's right and survive in this fucked up planet, be strong and keep the faith going. We don't know when our last breath will be...

till then
xx

HAPPY CNY!

2012-01-21T07:06:00.001-08:00

Hello fellow bloggers! Well, I don't really have anything much to say. I don't really feel like blabbing about my life now. Maybe some other time? Aaaaaanyways, Happy Chinese New Year! Gong xi Gong xi!

Love,

deannamaria

2012222222

2012-01-07T08:40:00.000-08:00

Hello my fellow bloggers! Been awhile since I've last updated this blog. Well, 2012 has been treating me so well so far. And I am thankful to God for that. I'm thankful to my family members and also to my friends. 2011 ended kinda rocky and 2012 started kind bumpy at first, but then it started getting better and I am so thankful for that :-D

This years' birthday is officially the best birthday that I've ever had! Went sushi with my gurlies and got a surprise party from my familia! My birthday started out so bad. I was so busy with the orders thingy and I didn't even had the time to look myself in the mirror. My family were so mean to me and acted so weird towards me, rejected my invitations and such. Tau2 next day, SURPRISE!!! hahahaha. They really got me good ;-)

Best part yet my presents are all so awesome!! And my camera collection is almost complete!!!
And I've got a 3.79 for my GPA. WELL HARD WORK PAID OFF!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!!!!

Sem 2 is starting this coming Monday. I'm not sure whether I'm ready or not. But I'm gonna do my best and get that some 4 pointers!!! I need the scholarshipppppp hehe

K now, I gtg wanna do some sketching. Been awhile since I last sketched. So I'm offfff~

Till then!

19

2012-01-03T17:34:00.000-08:00

Oh snap, it's my birthday ahahahahaha

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2012-01-01T23:35:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 2012!!!

A BLESSED CHRISTMAS!

2011-12-24T19:25:00.001-08:00

A BLESSED CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY FELLOW BLOGGERS! AND A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESUS CHRIST! GOD BLESS YOU ALL! 'TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLLLLYYYYYYYY FA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LAAAAAAAAA~

HARDEST DIY EVERRRRR

2011-12-20T21:09:00.001-08:00

FINALLY DONE

2011-12-12T06:11:00.000-08:00

(first time scanning, looks good! will scan future works lah if like this)

I am happy to say that I am finally done with all the 4 sketches that I was supposed to pass up earlier on. Too bad tidak sempat finish the other 6. Cos I have to email the sketches to my lecturer latest my today(monday 12/12/2011... I'm too tired to draw already... So yeahhhh

Maybe I'm gonna just draw the other 6 and just email to him. maybe he'll reconsider and give me better marks for my other sketches that got a B and C.... Maybe he'll approve for redos?
Hope so!
But damn it... penat already ohhh.

But I am very very happy with the 4 sketches I did up here. Took lotsa time and effort. End result is perfecto to me. Very happy that I improved in my pencil sketching skills.

Will improve more and more and will not stop drawing!

Next time it'll look realistic, I will try to reach till that extend hahahaha.

Now, I am free from all college work! holiday time!!! business timee!!!!!~ wohooo.
Hopefully school reopens lambat2 and not too soon. Cos too tired of having sleepless nights never ending assignments that are a pain in the ass. Teheheee

ok! now i'mm off to start doing my dreamcatcher! buying feathers tomorrow and doing the feather earrings tomorrow weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

CURRENT MOOD NOW: EXTREMELY HAPPY AND RELIEVED.

HOBBYCON 2011

2011-12-11T18:07:00.000-08:00

First time joining! And it was awesome! Dunno why some people say its disappointing? Screw them hahahaha jk. Everyone were awesome in their customes!
I was in the Naruto Shippuden Group, TeamSora. Too bad we didnt win due to lack of practice during the skit part. And some of our outfits weren't complete. But it's ok it's alright. It's our first time joining as a team! So next time 6 months preparation! hahahaha.

Happy holidays!

2 more sketches and I'm done

Wahhh

2011-12-08T10:22:00.000-08:00

Wahhh, sangat2 tired oh these few days. Exams are over but now I still gotta do my sketches cos what my lecturer said that i haven't passed up another 4more portraits till I can pass :-OOOOO

So must do lahhh zzzzzzzzz
i think i'm gonna do one sketch tonight and 3 sketches tomorrow. maybe even 5 if i'm not tired.
caroling has been a blast so far. tiring gila. zzzzzz
thank God tomorrow night tiada. So i can go to last day of class and have free time at night to do my sketches and the orders!
Woohoo

can't wait for cosplay ;-)

are you guys going hobbycon? if u are see u there! just spot the red haired gaara

Hell yeah!

2011-12-04T23:46:00.000-08:00

Got a straight A for my final assignment for Colour Studies and Fundamental Design artwork and presentation. Guess the hard work paid off after all...

Now I am off to making my last 2 greetings cards!

After that the sketches!! I am so DEAD

WOHOO

2011-12-03T11:06:00.000-08:00

I am finally done with my Colour Studies! Spent two days to finish all of those crap. But I've wasted lots of other times to finish my other assignments! Arghh. But nvm this one have to finish ASAP cos Monday presentation :O haven't really decided what to wear yet but I am planning to wear my new lacey blazer(maybe) Only thing left to do now for my FD & CS assignments are to to stick them all on the mounting board. Haven't buy oh... Gotta buy tomorrow! I'm NOT looking forward to do it cos I know memang I noob in cutting those shits.

Cepat oh Semester 1 mau habis sudah. I still gotta do 3 greeting cards, 4 sketches and study for history!!!

Tomorrow my plan is to finish the greeting cards, then do the Sport, Tourism, and 2 portraits.

Monday I'll study for my History of GD.... The test is on Wednesday at 2pm and I haven't even started reading anything yet. I mean I did, only the first chapter but itu pun I lupa already. Hahahahha. Huhuhu. Reading and memorizing is just not my thing man. But this one must make my thing! Gotta get A!!!!

I always try to remind and tell and convinced myself that it's "not to memorize but to UNDERSTAND".

That'll make me remember!

XOXOOXO

It's 3 something am and I'm tired so no more assignments tonight...

SO...

GOODNIGHT!!!!

FUNDAMENTAL DESIGN (DONE)

2011-12-01T20:38:00.000-08:00

Now off to colour studies T_T

The Beauty of a Second

2011-11-30T19:32:00.000-08:00

The Beauty Of A Second from The Beauty Of A Second on Vimeo.

I'm thinking of trying out some film making this coming hols after finals. Wanna try out this project!

1st of December

2011-11-30T10:13:00.001-08:00

Well, I hope that this month will be filled with magical moments and stuff.

Last month just went like a snap of a finger. Too fast man.

Guess I'm just too caught up with college >:-(

At least I'm joining caroling this year, went to practice just now and I didn't know that I was actually supposed to play for our group so I had to turn back home to get my guitar when Nelly told me that I was supposed to bring my guitar cos i'm playing.

I rasa macam unfair also lah cos I didn't go to the guitarist practice. But, Oh Well since I know the songs. Shouldn't be a problem.

My final assignment are slowly progressing. I've finished all the 10 artwork *phew*

Done my Movie poster Ad, Perfume Ad, F1 poster.

Wanted to do my fundamental composition patter design tonight. But I think it's kinda too late, and I know I'll surely end up making mistakes and drawing crappy things instead of a beautiful lotus pattern drawing.

For that I decided to do it tomorrow! I must and I shall! I've got like less than 4 days to finish it.

I'm gonna finish FD compo, Colour Studies assigments - 3 pattern design/colour, pattern composition, product design and report.

by friday, gotta buy those A2 sizes Mounting Boards. Gonna waste lots of money oh -__- huhu

and on friday also will finish the 3 greeting cards.

by saturday will finish - sketches! Tourism poster, Animal, Sport poster, 2 portraits(Nina dobrev and I don't know who else)

by Sunday will do studying for History!!

Ok!!!! Schedule is set. Now all I gotta do is live up to it!!!! I've been telling myself to do the things on what day and when but it never happens!!!!! Procrastinate procrastinate. That's all I do!! Grrr. Must stop doing it. It's just ruins everything and adds in to my stress.

So yeah.... Tomorrow must wake up early 8am to finish all those crappy things! And get A's for it!!!!! Gambateh I can do it!!! Can't wait for finals to finishhhhh.

1st day of Christmas - Talked about Assignment Schedule

PEACE OUT

Dreamcatcher

2011-11-26T19:36:00.000-08:00

Waahh, takes effort oh to do this. I couldn't stop doing it last night. Spent like hours to finish it. First time ever making a complete dreamcatcher! So happy how it turned out :-) Slept at 4.30am. LOL. So proud of myself. Will be making more this coming december.

UARGH

2011-11-22T03:48:00.000-08:00

I am so lazy to finish up with all of my sketches. I know that I'm going to get a B or C. Dang... But I just gotta finish them ASAP.

Assessment week is pretty soon and I'm not even done with anything.

I've got 9 sketches to finish and I WILL finish them this week! No more procrastinating anymore!

Got 10 artworks + 1 composition for fundamental Final Assignment and a lot on Color Studies. My head is spinning. The thing that is making me low on spirit with all the assignments is that I have 0% ideas and low expectation.

Like I don't care anymore... But... I HAVE TO CARE! It's for my future!

And I'm only in Sem 1. I can't stop now, I gotta work hard and work smart!

Btw, above is my name card I did... Cos I was kinda frustrated with my college works. Hahahaahaa.

Eeeeee, History again haven't revised yet! Only revised for 1st chapter. :-O Exam is so soon in 2 weeks time lagi... Eeeee mati lahh.

Don't stress! Let's just do it and get this over and done with

XOXO

assignments ohhh assignments

2011-11-20T05:38:00.000-08:00

I haven't even started with my composition! gotta pass up tomorrow and it's 9.38 pm already :-O

Must finish asap. Nasib it's only sticking and arranging some photos. Huhu.

I've been up to lotsa projects these couple of days. Found a new hobby and that is making DIY earrings! and etc etc

Can't wait for the mood rings to arrive this coming early DEC :-)

I received my 2 mood rings already and it's sho nice and it actually works! SO HAPPY

Damn, so confuse with lots of things! Life is getting tougher and money is running lower and lower. Must make $$$$ and must save cash!!!

I've been spending lots on my DIY projects and craft stuff. But I gues it's worth it :-)

TEEHEE

Well, I better be off to start on my assignment and start doing my research for my final assignment for FD and CS! And this week must finish all sketches!! arrrrrrghhh

Dream

2011-11-16T07:32:00.000-08:00

Hey guys so this was what I ended up doing instead. LOL

I should have done my assignments instead! Nevermind, I shall do them tomorrow while doing the feather earrings and dreamcatchers!

Took me quite a while to figure out how the hell to make this baby. I used anything that I could find. And ended up with this. :-)

Quite happy and okay. But tomorrow will be buying proper tools, feathers etc. And gonna buka balik the string cos it's abit loose. Gotta use thicker strings. :-)

K, going to sleep now. Gotta attend my cousin's wedding tomorrow.

Nights!

Final Project

2011-11-15T19:10:00.000-08:00

Doing lotus flower for final project. I find this flower very meaningful and truly amazing.

Eventhough a lotus flower grows in the muddy water but still its body remains unaffected and does not get wet.

Which means:
'live your life in this world like a lotus flower, and do not indulge yourself in the ugliness of this worldly pleasures and comforts'.

or it can also mean: True beauty exist in the most unexpected places. ♥ / Every ugliness has it's beauty within.

Greyson Chance

2011-11-15T05:45:00.000-08:00

What's up with this Greyson Chance craziness?

Assignments

2011-11-15T02:44:00.000-08:00

Okay these are the things I have to start doing NOW. TONIGHT.

Tonight I will try to finish 3 sketches at least!

Tonight:

1. PERFUME AD

2. F1 POSTER

3. MOVIE POSTER

Tomorrow:

1. SPORT POSTER

2. TOURISM POSTER

3. ANIMAL (TOUCH UP)

Lusa: Portrait

1. JOHNNY DEPP

2. NINA DOBREV

Btw, so many to do for final assignment! And I am totally and officially CONFUSED!

Okay, off to sketching!

11/11/11

2011-11-11T05:45:00.000-08:00

IRONIC MUCH?

Hello Eleveners! How was your 11/11/11? Mine so far just an ordinary day. Been busy trying to update my blogshop and page it really takes a lot of effort to do it oh! Zzzzzz

But I hope by the end of the day, everything will pay off.

I'm kinda happy with myself. Doing something that is actually productive and helping me make money.

I can't wait for my mood rings to be delivered! :-) Will be selling them hopefully end of the month.

I have gotta finish my assignments. Grrr. Btw, finally a fun final assignment for Corel Draw!

We have to do any kind of magazine cover. And I picked out Fashion cover

Weeeeeeee.

List of assignments:

1. Flora Color studies

2. Photo montage/collage composition

3. Sketches

-Portrait 1

-Portrait 2

-Animal (touch up background)

- Perfume Ad

- Movie Poster

- F1 Poster

- Sport Poster

- Tourism Poster

4. Adobe Illustrator - 3 Greeting Cards

5. Corel Draw - Magazine Cover

OWH DAMN IT! I didn't realize there was so much to do until now!! :-OOOO Been postponing every single thing. Ena!! YOU HAVE TO START DOING YOUR ASSIGNMENT TOMORROW and the rest of the following days to come!!!

THIS IS WHAT PROCRASTINATION HAS LEFT ME UNDONE......

11:11AM

2011-11-10T19:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 11/11/11!

YAY SEASON 3!

2011-11-08T04:04:00.001-08:00

the 2nd saddest of Damon and Elena Scene :'-(

2011-11-06T03:59:00.000-08:00

Birdy - People Help the People

2011-11-05T21:53:00.001-07:00

:-D

2011-11-03T20:58:00.000-07:00

Got my AquaPix! and mike stec made the pic his prof pic! omgggg

k bai gtg continue my Vamp D

XOXO

2011-11-03T01:26:00.001-07:00

Hi guys so now I am REALLY GOING TO OPEN MY OWN BLOGSHOP bla3. I seriously need to make money! Will be clearing out the clothes today!

Just noticed

2011-10-31T16:28:00.001-07:00

I never had a photo of me while I'm drawing. But here's a first one! Props to August for the pic!

ps; didn't get to do a vlog last night cos i was too sleepy maybe later after class okies people :-)

Doing a Vlog tonight

2011-10-31T06:41:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna rant.

2011-10-31T01:38:00.000-07:00

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Happy Halloweeen!

2011-10-29T22:38:00.001-07:00

-Standing next to the best halloween costume

- with all the other models

-geishaaa

Design by Aizat!

Wee!

2011-10-29T11:25:00.001-07:00

Best Halloween yet. The performance was awesome and everything was awesome!!!

Will post some pics when my friends finish uploading them to facebook. Cos I didn't really took any pic huhu!

Btw: Best Costume - Sabby (Sanitary pad)

Yupe, a Blood Sanitary pad -> Tuala Wanita yang berdarah-darah.

Gila man! No one could rock that outfit with ease. I never thought that anyone would actually be brave enough to do it here in Malaysia itself. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

para para para dise

2011-10-28T08:45:00.001-07:00

Halamak

2011-10-28T03:17:00.001-07:00

Belum siap lagi Corel Draw. I thought next week baru antar! I'm deaddddd.

And I haven't even started with my collage and photo montage work.

6 things to do:

-Actual

-Visual

-Collage

-Photo Montage

-Composition

-Shape design(Matai! sangat lewat sudah ni T.T)

Kays, gotta go!

Complete work finally an A

2011-10-27T04:02:00.000-07:00

Omagad

2011-10-27T03:30:00.000-07:00

I am actually craving for Veggies! omggggg. Never craved for veggies so much. Especially this one! This is a dish that my cousin made for yesterday's bridal shower :-) Punya sedaaappppp gila. I couldn't stop eating. If habis you know lah who yg kasih habis. ME hahaaa. couldn't stop eating it but I had to control myself or not the other guests wouldn't be able to grab a bite of this Delicious dish! Pulang pun I tapau also the dishhhh. my ggggg sedapppp must learn how to make ittttt!!!

Btw the presentation just now for HD went alright! Thank God for Jason Baalman. You are the greatest. Oh ya, and it's funny when you are finding a research about someone because they are gonna be your topic for your presentation.... Felt like a stalker ni when I was looking for some infos of Jason Baalman. hahahaha. Freakkkkyyyyyy.

Kays,gotta go now wanan continue with the never ending assignments and research for the very fun assignment this week! Collage and photo montage ;-) me gusta!

The recipe:

My cousin told me it's simple and you only....

- need a lettuce...cook ur mince beef/pork/chicken with olive oil and scoop ur meat and put on top of your lettuce...arh...then deco it with salsa/mayonis/thousand island..

Check this link out! lots of cool unusual artworks

2011-10-25T05:17:00.001-07:00

http://www.mundogump.com.br/top-20-retratos-inusitados/

Gifs :-)

2011-10-24T21:43:00.001-07:00

http://www.typowiz.com/

Oh my this is so fun! :-)

2011-10-24T05:47:00.001-07:00

Wazzzup

2011-10-24T05:35:00.001-07:00

AHAHAHA

2011-10-24T03:04:00.000-07:00

OMGGGG!!! LOOKKK!!! this is so funny. LOL-ed when I saw this when my friend tagged me. Good times good times.

Anyways, class just now was as usual. Nothing much. Thank God I finally got an A. But I got a B for the other homeworkkk.... :-( just because of my title. It wasn't perfect enough for her. I wasn't happy with my writing for the title either. Sometimes I hate myself y'know???

So stupid..... Should be more careful next time. Need to get more A's.

B is never enoughhhhhh.

But kinda worried for my Shape design, 'cos it's kinda overdue :-S

Ps: I am loving today's assignment :-D

Teen Wolf :-3

2011-10-23T05:58:00.000-07:00

Just got the time to watch the whole season, I'm only on episode 8 now. Seriously addicted! Can't wait for the next season. I've got another 4 more episodes until Season 1 ends :-(

The humor is really good. And I am totally in love with Colton Haynes aka Jackson(the jock)

Gotta continue with my episodes! And my assignments >;-/

I give up, but before I go to bed... A survey

2011-10-22T11:55:00.000-07:00

Do you have any special talents? : I can telepath

Do you regret anything about your past? : Lots of thingssss

Do people ever mistake you for being a different race? Yes, mostly -> Korean, Japanese and Chinese. I'm Sino-kadazan just to let you know

Do you collect anything?: I know this is gross but I've got a collection of my previous chicken pox scabs. it's still in the container in my room it's been with me since I was 12.

Would you tattoo someone's name on your body?: No

What do you worry about the most?: Probably about EVERYTHING

Do you have any friends with "benefits"?: Nay

How old were you when you moved out of your parents house?: I'm still living with them :-) But planning to move out in 3 years time getting our own apartment with me brotha

Who do you miss right now?: Freedom and being a slob

Are you drinking anything?: Right now? No

Do you like beer? If so, what one?: I HATE BEER. I will forever and always hate beer. I'm sorry to the beer fans, but Beer sucks. I don't even know why you find it nice(!?) Honestly, to me it taste like dead fish and reminds me of urine ++++ air longkang. I'm sorry I just not a fan of it.

Do you carry any form of contraceptive with you?: Uhm, like NO

Do you have any weapons for personal protection?: Yes

What is the last restaurant you ate at?: Food Court CityMall

What is your favorite fruit?: Oraaaaaaaaaange

Do you believe "Once a cheater, always a cheater"?: AAAAAAAAABSOLUTELY, Agree on this one 1000000000000%

Do you sit on public toilet seats?: Eiuh NO. People should never ever seat on public toilet seats.

What is a goal you would like to complete this year?: Get a 4 Flat for this Sem. It's either that or get Braces done ASAP

Last person you had an arguement with?: No one

Have you ever ran away from home?: No

Where were you 2 hours ago?: The same place I am now

Favorite concert you have been to?: Not yet

Are you listening to music?: Yupe :-)

Describe the shirt you are wearing?: Baggy white shirt with rabbits inside some teacups printing on it

Do you know anyone named Bob?:.......hmmmm. No :S

What is your favorite candy?: Mentos Grape flavourrr

Do you take your daily vitamins?: Unfortunately, nooo :-(

What color is your vehicle?: Silver

Where is your most ticklish spot?: My STOMACH. I'm the only one who can touch it. If anyone touches it, I'll jitter and will avoid your touch

Last thing you bought from Walgreens?: Walgreens??????

What do you think about the president?: Alright

What are your favorite pizza toppings?: Mushroooooms and Cheezy Lava :-D

How much money do you have on you?: 50bucks

When did you last go swimming?: Last year. waWHHAHWhahaa

How old are you parents?: My mum's almost 50 and my dad is in his mid 50's

What is your greatest fear?: There is just too mannnyyy

When did you last hold a baby?: I seriously cannot remember

If you had the oportunity to open a store, what would you sell?:(this I like!!) I would like to open a shop that sells all kinds of accessories all with a touch of my original designs:-)

What did you last cook?: Egg

Do you have over 200 Facebook friends?: Yeah

How many splash points do you have on www.SocialSplash.com?: ??????

What is your favorite piece of furniture you own?: My beeeeeeeed :-)

Where is your favorite place to eat?: Lots of places! Can't decide

What is your favorite movie theater?: Golden Screen and Growball

Do you have a favorite number?: 7, 8 and 11!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee~

It's almost 3am

2011-10-22T11:50:00.000-07:00

And I'm not even asleep yet and I'm not even doneeeee. urrgghhh. Why do I always have to pick the hard designssss. grrrr. must colour in Cobalt blue and the out line for the white, grey and black..... dammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmn

Okay I have a serious Confession to make...

2011-10-21T22:35:00.000-07:00

Okay I admit it, I'm a shopaholic.

a.k.a = An Impulse Buyer

watcha ma call it

2011-10-21T18:57:00.000-07:00

And yeah, I am going to finish all my Fundamental and Colour studies assignment today!!! Don't want last minute last minute lagi macam minggu minggu sebelum ni.

till then!!

Sit back and chill

2011-10-21T18:41:00.001-07:00

Nothing but some nice music.

Btw! They like the pic!

quote:

"Awesome! Thank You!"

Hahaha.

2011-10-21T06:46:00.000-07:00

Oh my ggg!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeee~ Stephen Stec finally commented on the photooooo!

:-))))))))) so happy!!!

Toy Soldiers

2011-10-21T04:01:00.000-07:00

eeeeek! Can't believe RON GALLO(pic above) replied my message on Tumblr!! I'm so happpyyyy!!!

Check out their music! http://ohnotoysoldiers.com/

I even made them a fanmade thingy majigy! and posted on their bandpage hope they'll like it!

(pic on top)

xoxoxoox

Holy macaroni!!!

2011-10-21T03:54:00.001-07:00

Holy cheeeeese!!!!! I can't wait for this movie!!!!! The AVENGERS. I can't wait that longggg

oh time please pass very very quickly!!! :-(((

I love how they use all the original actors. Thank God they didn't change the actors. (phew) *wipes sweats*

Chirs Evan and Chris Hemsworth still looks mighttttyyy fine~

xoxoox

till then!

Someone like you - Adele

2011-10-20T19:35:00.000-07:00

can't wait to do a vid with ash with this song ;-)

Thurrrrrrrrsday

2011-10-20T07:06:00.001-07:00

Aloha amigos, so here's what I did today.. I made a fan made thingy majigy for an unsigned band called The Balloon Corps. I was so happy when I actually found their real Fb profiles. Weeeee~ I was so confident that they were not going to accept my friend request but well they accepted! So haaaaaappppy now I can stalk them. Muahahha.

Check out their Youtube channel. I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee their music, SO MUCH

Bought a Taco Salad at a restaurant called Pancake House in Karamunsing. :-) Nyum nyum nyum. One bad thing about the salad is that the sauce smells like FEET!!! Oh my gggg. I thought my feet yang babau just now in the car, but when I got home I smelled the sauce it was the sauce that was babau!!

Btw, FINAALLY watched Charlie St. Cloud, I cried like crazy just nowwww. Damnnn, hujan2 lagi tu. Really enjoyed that movie, for that I shall read the book!

k, till then gotta finish this Salad and continue on with my endless assignmentssss

adios~

So, there goes another B+

2011-10-19T06:19:00.000-07:00

So there goes Ms Kacang(my lecturer), that lady with her I-want-it-my-way-perfection-picky attitude. This is my Shape design, she kinda rejected it because she said that the "Shapes are too small" and it kinda looks like either it's a point or line design if you look at the artwork from afar. Therefore, I have to add in some Big big sizes of shapes to cover up the mistakes. And what's worse was that she said that my artwork looks like a CARPET design...... Wtf. I can't even...

Moving on......
And yes another B+. My lecturer is really getting on my nerves, she never wants to give me an A. This is only a half way work, I still need to do the 2 primary colours and 1 secondary colour bars. PLUSSSSS, she said "Now i give you a B+ next week IF you touch up I'll give you an A" URGHHHHHHH I was about to strangle her neck that time. She told me to touch up because of the rough edges. What da fack. She said that because I'm painting a girl, therefore I have to paint softer curves than rough edges. dot do dot........

Whatever, I'll just soften it up and stuff my artwork to her mouth if she's still not satisfied with my work next week.

Okay gtg, gotta continue with colour studies and eat myself to sleep

xoxo

Garrrr

2011-10-15T21:40:00.000-07:00

And yes I am still lying on my bed, haven't even freshened up. I should be doing my Shape design but I need ideas. It's only half way, need to add in some more things. Think ena THINKKKK. I need to start doing my Monochromatic too. Dang, this time I want to get A!!!!!!!!!! Gambateh!!!

A fun vid for this beautiful Sunday :-)

2011-10-15T21:17:00.000-07:00

Let it be(cunday morning cover)
Mind the shirt! it's my baju rumah and just woke up :-P

Yeepee kai yay!

2011-10-13T21:40:00.000-07:00

Wohooo, got my package!! And done with CorelDraw UFO sunday news shit assignment! Long day ahead ;-) Gotta go now, will update soon!

XOXO

Zzzzz

2011-10-12T11:32:00.000-07:00

Yawwwwn, should've done my college work but instead I did some shizz for myself. ho ho ho. And now I'm regretting 'cos it kinda looks like crap. Did a few mistakes, but whatverrrrrrrr. Goodnight peeps!

ps; gotta wake up early tomorrow! My things are about to be delivered! I'm so excited! never gotten a package before! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

:-D

till then peeps

I have not a clue

2011-10-11T03:10:00.000-07:00

I have no ideas for my Shape Design Composition. There is just nothing in my head!

I gotta do something! Need Inspiration. How am I suppose to get back on my lecturer when I don't have any great ideas? Must make her jaw drop!

I really want this :-(

2011-10-10T07:57:00.001-07:00

I really want this verse from the bible get tat on my back :-D I saw the verse last year in this Catholic Church fanpage. :-) They give out daily verses, and this verse really calls my name for some reason. I just love it, the meaning is so powerful. I just want it on my back..

it says;

"My soul finds rest in God alone; My salvation comes from him alone. He alone is my rock and salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken."
-Psalms 62:1-2

Not shocked

2011-10-10T02:53:00.000-07:00

My AI assignment! Passing it up tonight :-)

Achromatic Artwork( didn't take a pic on the 9 tones tho)

And yes, I've got B+ for everyttttttthing, both colour studies and fundamental. I blame myself for taking some risks and doing something that's kinda out of the box. My lecturer always tries to find any kind of mistake she can find in my artwork, she told me to work on that something that I "have", I don't really get what she meant, What do I "have" in my artwork?? Even she does not even know how to explain it. Zzzzzz.

I guess, it's best to do simpler things to be on the safer side.

I observed every single one of my classmate's artwork and I see most of theirs are simple and straight forward and they got an A.

Dang.

I was kinda taken aback and sad that she didn't gave me a chance to touch up on somethings on the tones, like how my other classmates got to. She gave me marks straight away. Zzzzzzzz. That's really unfair, but I was not rajin to do it anyway. So yeahhhhhh.

Whatever lah, I'll do my best for the next topic and get an A to get back on my lecturer.

But I blame myself for getting a B+ for my Achromatic composition. She told me that the artwork is an A, it's just that the 9 tones at the side just ruins it and that deserves a B, so instead and overall she gave me a B+. Lol. She told me that there were as if two different people doing the composition. Hahahaha. Yes, I kinda agree with her. I gave my 100% concentration when I was doing the artwork, but gave half of the percentage on the 9 tones, I was watching Nowhere boy while I was doing the 9 tones. So that kinda messed things up.

It's pretty disappointing to get a B+ when you work hard and give out all your energy on something especially on my Contrast Practice homework.

Sighs, fck that lah.

And even my line assignment got a B+, I knew it that she was gonna comment on that black line, that black line ruined the whole piece. I'll agree the marks with her for this piece.

Damn you, black poster colour!

I've just completed my AI assignment! Can't believe I managed to finish it. But I still have to touch up on some little things, but I'll just do that in class and ask my classmates and the lecturer on how the hell to do some of the itsy bitsy stuff. :-)

Well, I'm gonna go now and eat then go to class. After that watch a movie in my lappy and do an artwork that's not for class. Tomorrow class is postponed to this Friday!

So I'll have more time to do my Shape Assignment, Monochromatic Composition, and Monochromatic 11 tones. I'll do my best this time, and give some effort on the colours and not be lazy like before!!!!!

Gambateh!!!

till then

And Yes,

2011-10-08T18:51:00.000-07:00

I fell asleep last night without doing my assignments as I was supposed to. hahaa.

Mum is to blame, she asked me to go to her room and advice her on what to wear and what not to wear to her China trip this end of October. haha.

I fell asleep on the bed, and found myself on my bed the next morning, I think I was sleepwalking last night.

And now, I seriously seriously have to finish my assssssignments!!!!

Not looking forward to Colour studies artwork, cos it's hard!!!!!!!

My I'm gonna do my best, ps: I wanna go to the cosplay today!!!!! But I don't think sempat >:'-((

Till then peeepol~

Punya gila

2011-10-08T04:42:00.000-07:00

Tired man. Drove one universe today. Went to UMS for the dance comp but I only managed to watch the last showdown 'cos had to pick my mum up di sana sepanggar and then send her students home. And had to send them to penampang. omg. then after sending them I had to go back to UMS lagi. My gawd. Can't believe it, minyak pun half tank turun apa tidak hahaha. Too bad my mum's class and the dance comp clash :/

But whatever, it was kinda.... ok? Not great, not amazing just fine.

Went to cp after that, and visited Aizat's(my classmate) boot :-) Bought some stuff. Some nice things. :-) And I noticed that all the local bands are A-MAY-ZING.

I support local art and music! Tehee.

Saw a tattoo boot, wanted to go do... but... sighs, mum. I'm only allowed to do it when I'm 21, and that's like 2 and a half years from now. Yeah, so I'll have the time of the world to think and do my design. Planning to have one on the back of the neck that symbolizes something about freedom, because I'm gonna have that first tat on my 21st bday and that's on the 4th day of the year :-) and I'm planning to get one big sunflower either on the right or the left of my upper arm. and the 3rd tat would be a Quarter sleeve on my left arm :-))))

Sighs.... anggan2 oh kan. But no, don't judge me okay people I'm not getting these tats to get attention. These tats are to present about my story life, a deep meaning in it not just some shit design to impress people and spoil your body's beautiful skin. Every single tattoo will represent a significant chapter of my life and history. The present, past and future. Yeeah, I blab too much. Whatever.

Btw, they had an airbrush tat just now wanted that too buttttt... Changed my mind. haha. Anyways, gonna continue with my assignments again while watching Charlie St. Cloud a movie that my classmate copied to me! woohooo.

Till then :-)

So yah

2011-10-05T18:57:00.000-07:00

I've changed my mind half way on the sketch. Decided to do this pic instead, cos the other one is hard and too far. :-)

O ya,

2011-10-05T05:55:00.001-07:00

My point and line assignment. Point assignment took me 2 days to fin and line took me the whole night. Got an A for point assignment, hardwork paid off :-D. Buttttt, I haven't submitted my line assignment, I don't think she'll like it, cos compared to my other classmate's all of theirs are so amazing and they are so CREATIVE and rajin and and and and SPECIFIC. areggghhh. And my artwork is so BLAH. Whatever lah. Have to give paucha for my Achromatic and monochromatic assignment + The Shape homework and composition!

Aloha

2011-10-05T05:40:00.001-07:00

Hi guys, so yeah History of GD as always fun. :-) But i don't know why I feel so emo today and my eyes feels so droopy. Huhu.

Anyways, I gotta do a portrait for my cuzzie! He's getting married in australia this coming 10/10/11. Too bad couldn't make it. Cos:

1. I don't have money

2. I can't miss class

So yeah, gonna draw one of their pic(as a present) that I find very nice and meaningful. :-) They look so in love in the photo. That's why I chose the pic :-)

Anyways, as promised here are my artworks so far:

Till then! Gotta work on their pic now, and have to fin Colour studies and Fundamental Design assignments and homework tomorrow since I don't have class! God help meeeeee!

Hi Guys

2011-10-04T06:11:00.001-07:00

So ya, I haven't been blogging recently. Sorry about that.

I'm just soooo caught up with my assssssigggnments. There is just too much.

I need to do Monochromatic with two primary colours with 11 tones= 22 tones, and secondary colour = 33 tones. And I haven't even completed my 11 tone Artwork. I'm deaaaaad.

Partly, I blame myself for not completing the assignments on that particular day. I'm that type of person who gets their ideas right at the last moment. Aghhhh, I wish I were like my classmates, they are all so creative and they make such Amazing artworks.

It just intimidates me and they inspire me to be a better artist and designer and be more hardworking. Without hardwork in that college, you'll be dead.

I'm just struggling with Fundamental design. There is just too much homework and assignment, that assignments are okay, but it's just that you have to be very particular with your work and be very neat and extremely creative when you're doing your piece. Because my lecturer is just so hard to be pleased and she's such a perfectionist and so picky.

Same goes for my sketching lecturer, all of my artwork below, he only gave me a C and a B. No A. That made me so mad that I tried my best to follow his instruction and shit.

He hates it when you smudge the portrait, he only wants us to use the shading circular technique, it's hard to explain through words but you get what I mean, he just HATES it when you smudge.

Well, nothing much to say.. I gotta continue doing my line assignment now. Will post pictures of all my artwork once I've completed them.

Btw, History of Graphic D is such joy :-)

Have a great week everyone, toodles

xoxo

Wow...

2011-09-29T22:45:00.000-07:00

It has been awhile since I have last updated. Haven't been blogging recently.

I have been sooooo busy. Still am but I am making time to just update a post. Hehe.

I'll be posting pics of my artwork. Now I have to get started with my corel draw assignment, gotta pass it up tonight!!!!

My first time

2011-09-13T04:21:00.000-07:00

First time in my life drawing a shoe. Hope you guys like it :-)

Finally bought a Ukulele, and it's yellow! :-D

Have a nice week everyone.

God bless :-)

Oh no

2011-09-10T10:24:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, my right eye is terrible. It's getting worse. I need to do something about it. I don't want it to get worse. Everytime I blink it just hurts.

Arghhhh. Had a long day today. Went to the korean bbq. Was good.

Had a decent day. So tired. Did kristen stewart's portrait. Not really my best work. But hope you guys like it ;-)

Go go MU!!

It's faraidayyy

2011-09-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, what's up? Me, not much. Just busy with my assignment for Drawing and Sketching. Planning to go study in the Lib for History for Graphic Design next week. I'm planning to get A's for all the 6 subjects. I know it may be tough, but I gotta work hard and SMART.

I'm planning to do 10 portraits. Actually the minimum is 5. But I want to do more. There's no harm in doing more. More is better, that's what my lecturer told me. Manatau I don't get good marks for some of the portraits, so there's other portraits to back up my marks.

My right eye is currently getting bengkak, which is not a good thing. It hurts and it makes it hard for me to draw. I'm quite surprise that my hand is not hurting or cramp. :-)

It's scary that I don't get hungry when I draw. I guess this is what I am meant to do?

It's like art has become part of my source of food in life. It's like I'm breathing for it.

I can't make myself to stop when I start to draw. When I stop, I'll go nuts... All I'll think about it to finish it and to complete it. I would spend hours finishing it until it's perfect. I'll forget to eat and won't notice the time(which is a bad thing).

I don't know, I just love what I am doing right at this point in my life. I feel content and everytime I finish a piece, it makes me extremely happy and satisfied. I just love that feeling and it's what I've been craving and searching for years. This is what I wanted all along.

I thank God for all the many blessings he has given to me in this moment of my life. There were heartbreaks and problems, but with God I've faced through it with patience and peace.

Shit I don't know what to say anymore.. haha

So yeah, here are my portraits I did so far. Hope my lecturer would like them all.

Peace out peeps~

Being Spanish

2011-09-06T07:09:00.001-07:00

Currently in La Fuente celebrating my dearest mother's birthday! :-)

We're staying in the 1B Apartment. And that made me want to rent my own apartment next year or maybe after I graduate for my Diploma.

Drawing and sketching class was fun!! Learned new skills and tricks on how to sketch.

Here's my first portrait.. Did Amy Winehouse, because her pic was the only pic that fitted on the A4 paper. I gotta photocopy back the other pics and start with my sketches!

Have to submit every week! And have to find more pics of people ;-)

I love it!! Yahoooo! Gonna take my car tomorrow before I go to class. Dang, class got changed to 10.30, gotta wake up early grrrrr.

Atm, waiting for my blablabla Crab with tomato sauce dish. Nyummie :-)

This place is really awesome. it makes me feel like I'm a seniorita. Wanna come on Seniorita night on thursday and also when they have a mariachi band and flaminco dancers hahahha. Will be planning to go maybe this thursday or next week ;-)

Kays, gonna borrow mummy the lappy now.

Till then amigoes~

Man

2011-09-05T08:35:00.000-07:00

Damn, the photos I go cuci and photocopied turned out great ;-) Hopefully my lecturer will approve the photos and let me sketch them.

Finally got to eat the Boobie cake, taste nyummie chocolate with fondant frosting.

Class just now was, uhm okay lah. As usual the teach is always in and out.

Funny oh my classmate he was so bored that he opened up 3D max and made a tea cup... A TEA CUP.. What guys makes a TEA CUP that has a big green donut over it???

HAHAHAHA. It was so funny... We expected that our teach was out on fb and updating his status or something orrrr maybe taking pics of himself. Cos he was out for so longggg.

HHAHAHA. funny man. Damn, next week start assignment week sudah. Boohoo~

It's now or never. Gotta do my best and not pile any assignments up, but I am expected to. Tehee.

Anyho, before I go to bed gonna do a survey ;-)

NAME : Deanna Maria "Elizabeth" M.

AGE : 18

BIRTHDAY : 04/01/1993

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage : Green Tea

2. last phone call from : Daddy

3. last text message : Digi

4. last song you listened : I bet you look good on the dance floor

5. last time you cried : I don't remember, but I was almost about to cry today

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice : No

7. been cheated on : Not exactly

8. kissed someone & regretted : Haven't lost my lipginity

9. lost someone special : Yeah

10. been depressed : Yep

11. been drunk and threw up : Yupe

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Yellow

13. Black

14. Pink/Purple?

THIS YEAR (2011) , HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend : Yes

16. Fallen in love : No

17. Laugh untill you cried : Omg, yes

18. Met someone who changed you : Yupe

19. Found out who your true friends were : I don't know

20. Found out someone was talking about you : Yeah

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list : You wish

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life : 95%

24. Do you have any pets : Dog

25. Do you want to change your name : Used to

26. What did you do for your last birthday : Whiteroom

27. What time did you wake up today : 6/7/8/9..10?? Got a text from my lecturer told that class got canceled cos her dad passed away

28. What were you doing at midnight last night : Sleeping

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : My car to get fixed and done by tomorrow!

30. Last time you saw your Mother : I still see her

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : To have more sanity and that things would be normal

32. What are you listening to right now : The tv

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? : Yeah, I guess

34. What's getting on your nerves right now : A lot of things; My car, family, studies, money, issues, problems, ughhh...

35. Most visited webpage : Facebook, Youtube, Tumbla and here.

37. Nickname : Ena, Deanz, Deannerd, Deannut, Dean

38. Relationship Status : Single and content

39. Zodiac sign : Capricorn

40. Male or Female : Female.

41. Elementary : ANGLO CHINESE

42. High School : SM ST MICHAEL, PENAMPANG

43. College : SABAH INSITUTE OF ART @ DETECKE (SIA)

44. Hair color : I have no idea, reddish brown? gold? pink???

45. Long or short : Short

46. Height : 5'3

47. Do you have a crush on someone ? : Not at the moment

48. What do you like about yourself? : Well, I don't really know

50. Tattoos : When I'm 21

51. Righty or lefty : Righty

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery : Uhhhh, no

53. First piercing : Ears

54. First best friend : I forgot their names

55. First sport you joined : Running

56. First vacation : Labuan?

58. First pair of trainers : Primary

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating : Nah

60. Drinking : Nope

61. I'm about to : Go wash my face, put my makeup off, change and go to bed.

62. Listening to : This bloody noisy air-cond

63. Waiting for : This to finish and bed

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids? : Maybe

65. Get Married ? : Hopefully

66. Career? : A famous astronaut

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes : Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses : Dua-dua lah kalau boleh

69. Shorter or taller : Taller

70. Older or Younger : Older

71. Romantic or spontaneous : Both

72. Nice stomach or nice arms : Everything, fitness is the key to my heart

74. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant : None

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger : You crazy?

77. Drank hard liquor : Yes, and I'm not liking it

78. Lost glasses/contacts : Yeah

79. Sex on first date : How about when I get married?

80. Broke someone's heart : I guess, sorry man

81. Had your own heart broken : Lots of times

82. Been arrested : Haha, Nooooo

83. Turned someone down : Yupe, I know I'm a bitch

84. Cried when someone died : Of course

85. Fallen for a friend : Yeah, and it was a stupid thing to do

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :

86. Yourself : I try to

87. Miracles : I believe in 'em

88. Love at first sight : We'll see

89. Heaven : YES

90. Santa Claus : Maybe

91. Kiss on the first date : Hope so

92. Angels : Definitely

:-)

Portraits to be drawn

2011-09-04T22:59:00.001-07:00

Class got canceled.

2011-09-04T21:25:00.000-07:00

My lecturer's dad passed away. May he rest in peace.

The car hasn't gotten fixed yet. Sighs... I don't think it'll be fixed by today. Sighsss...

Got another class this night... Illustrator... Boringggg.

I haven't even started looking for the 5 portraits for tomorrow's class.

Haven't even photocopied it.... Damn....

Why is life so messed up right now?

No car, No money.... Hmmmm......

I should be grateful no matter what no?

Sighhss... Susah ohh.. Time tiada school got car... Now got school tiada car...

Shit ohhh.. Why lahh... Susah trus oh transportation...

Hmmm.....

Damnn.... Don't know what to say already lah...

k... the 5 portraits planning to draw:

1. Johnny Depp

2. Megan Fox

3. Amy Winehouse

4. Adele

5. Alex turner

2011-09-03T12:30:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, just from my Aun't birthday. Look at the cake my mum and aunt ordered! Cute kan! :-) Sadly, didn't get to taste the cake 'cos unfortunately everyone got wasted and didn't wasn't really themselves. It was funny to see them in that condition. Went to Shenenigan, I don't know why but I have always hated the name of that club... but surprisingly the place is really nice, I love love love the deco and pics on the wall. Had an okay time just now, felt a little reserved. Aaron and Jun2 came afterwards to join.. too bad it wasn't really to the max happening, as I've said earlier everyone were wasted and we barely knew half of the crowd. Ahahaha. :-P There were broken glasses, broken tables, and barfs on the floor. Glad my Unc and future aunt had an amazing night though it's a little messed up.

Oh yah, sad news my car masuk workshop again the engine couldn't start when after I picked my mum from the saloon. Sedih ohh.. And either Monday or Tues then siap. Something wrong with the starter and gotta do the exober (however you spell it)

K la, Night peeps... Breakfast tomorrow!

xoxo

Thursdayyyy

2011-09-01T06:17:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, been busy these past few days. Was working during public hols and the weekend. Need money, seriously. Well not much of updates. Going for a movie in a few mins time. And by the way, I'll try my best to update my Story blog! Promise!

Gotta do alot of things before class reopens next week. :S

Till then~

Decided.

2011-08-25T09:08:00.000-07:00

If it is allowed. I may consider the great Stuart Sutcliffe to be my topic for my Individual Presentation for History and Graphic Design. But first, I gotta ask my lecturer whether Stuart Sutcliffe would be relevant in this topic? I hope so. He is more to art than music. So I guess, it's a thumbs up?

Must save this link! Will prepare presentation first thing tomorrow!!

http://www.stuartsutcliffeart.com/important_works.html

Ola peeps

2011-08-25T08:34:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, so yeahh.. Life has been. Dull. Seriously.

I have never felt so dull in my life. But I should be thankful for that I guess?

1st week of lecturing week has been good so far. I don't feel the college oomph though... It's like I go to class, then after 1 or 2 hours later, go back home... SIGHS.

Don't you feel the same way(to the peeps who go to private colleges).

Sometimes I wish that I lived in campus, but... well... I don't know. My time will come, maybe.

Things I gotta do for class:

1. Buy tools, things, paints, board for Fundamental Design class next week.(must go to karamunsing!)

2. Must tell Ms Ka to tell the other students that it's Cobalt Blue not CYAN BLUE.

3. Buy colors, brushes diff sizes, palette bla3

4. Find 5 or more pics of portraits of anyone photocopy it black and white color! Big size. (bring on 2nd week of Drawing and sketching class).

5. Get ready Individual Presentation for History of Graphic Design next week or this week, or whenever free! (must do it ahead of deadline time!) Foreign Artist. Find bout artwork, biodata, and yade yada.

6. Copy paste put software on Laptop from pendrive! (don't forget!!)

Omg, I gotta brace myself with the busyness for my classes assignment. They haven't started shoving us with works yet. Just the introduction. Will be working next week during the raya hols and including this weekend. I'm kinda lazy to work... But I gotta go!! Must get $$$!!!!

Man it's so hard to save up when the only thing you do everyday is spend spend spend... Arghhh it's so hard growing up and TRYING to be an INDEPENDENT young adult.

BIG SIGH.

DO IT TRY IT YOU WON'T REGRET IT

2011-08-20T05:12:00.001-07:00

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And again...

2011-08-19T07:07:00.001-07:00

Didn't get to update on my story! Sorry guys.

I was so busy. Finally I got my carrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Urghhh, for all this month finally!

But one bad thing.. No TWO bad things: No, Air-Cond(which is a bummer to drive when it's in the morning/afternoon/raining), Two: Haven't done with the Rotax! Gotta wait till Monday. Huhu! Cepat2 lah!!

Had assembly this morning.

I'll be so so busy next week.

Gonna lots of classes(since I'm finally starting sem 1 and my real course), and the other busy part is that I'm going to work!! Maybe also during days that I finish classes early.

ARGHHH. I just need money!!! It's so hard to depend on your parents at times(no, ALL THE TIME).. Gotta be independent, and I can't always depend on them like a monkey hanging on a tree that's about to crumble. Get what I mean????

One of the reason why I wanna get $$$ so desperately also is because I'm buying a camera from a friend of mine! It's an

Olympus E520 DSLR!!!! RM1,000 comes with

1. Olympus E-520 10.0 Megapixel Digital SLR Camera Body
2. Olympus 14-42mm f/3.5-5.6 Zuiko ED Zoom Lens
3. 2 x Li ion Battery BLM 1
4. Li ion Battery Charger BCM-2
5. USB 2.0 Cable
6. Video Cable
7. Strap
8. Instruction Manual
9. Body Caps
10. CF Memory Card 8GB

How awesome is that??? I just need a DSLR who cares if it isn't Nikon, Canon. All that is important is that I get myself a DSLR.

PEACE OUT!

Hey guys! I'm selling some stuff

2011-08-18T05:35:00.000-07:00

RM 18

RM 70

Or....

2011-08-18T00:13:00.000-07:00

I'll mash up with other songs??

Like Black kids etc etc....

I'm lost!!

ponder ponder

2011-08-17T23:48:00.001-07:00

I might based the story on the Humbug album. (maybe)

A mashup? thinks thinks thinks

Thoughts? Comments?

Thursday

2011-08-17T23:29:00.001-07:00

Hiya everyone. Sorry for the lack of update for my Story on my other blog. Please apologize for my slobbiness. I've been busy, collecting my thoughts(as if that's a good excuse), reading, downloading a movie and etc etc. I'll update on the next chapter tonight! I promise :-)

I've been thinking after I finish with this story I've been planning to write a story that is a compilation of maybe either Arctic Monkeys/The Strokes songs for a story?

Get what I mean?

Like those movies they do where a story is based on songs, e.g: The Beatles songs.

I've been having this great idea of every chapter it has to do something with the song.

Is that against policy? I hope not though? Do I need their permission? I may give them credit, that's for sure.

The main song that will be the rock for the whole story will be: Cornerstone, by Arctic Monkeys.

Thoughts? Comments?

Bee Gees - How Deep Is Your Love ( Original ) HQ [ NO CONCERT/ NO KARAOKE ]

2011-08-17T20:43:00.000-07:00

Been staggering in my head since this morning. Enjoy thursday peeps

i love to wash ma eyes.

2011-08-14T10:29:00.001-07:00

heeeeyyyy guyysss. wassup? i am currently in a super duper tiny room a hotel called Apple. the room is tiny, the toilet is tiny, and the towel is tiny as well. well i guess, everything is tiny. worse thing is that peeps next door can hear u clear, cos the walls are so thin that u could even hear them breathe. haha. jk, im just exaggerating. :-p. btw, its my last day here, our flight is at 6am and we gotta ciao by 4. dont think im gonna sleep tonightmorning. gonna go have supper outside the hawker stalls. i'm just bored right now, thinking whether i shud take a shower or not, bcos rthe shower is so expose. there is a window that faces the spot where u take a shower. hahahaahaa. i dont know why those interior design people even thought of that idea. its silly, awkward and very uncomfortable. kalau sa sama boyfriend/fiance/husband te pa. ini sama ramai org bah wakaka. anywyas, finally gots to buy the book ive been searching for after approximately 4 other bookstores. book called 'ONE DAY'! hihihihih im so happy soooo gonna read it in the plane and during my midterm break. teheee, well gtg now people! till then
Peace out.

Stuart Sutcliffe

2011-08-10T07:55:00.001-07:00

Known as the "fifth Beatle", Stuart Sutcliffe born on the 23rd of June 1940 & departed on the 10th of April 1962. A young talented painter, poet, bassist and singer that unfortunately passed away due to bleeding in the right ventricle of his brain known as Aneursym caused by a fight outside a pub after their show, he died in the age of 21. He was a kind, gentle and honest man and was the original bassist for The Beatles, and John Lennon's best buddy. He and John were credited for creating the band name now forever known as the Beatles. He attended the Liverpool College of Art with Lennon. Played with the band, but decided to breakup with them after he found his love, Astrid Kirchherr they met at a bar during their gig, she was the photographer. He pursued his artistic path, sadly was let down for his ATD (Art Teachers Diploma).. then he decided to attend the Humburg College of art instead. When he got his first canvas sold for 65pound, he decided to buy his first Hofner Bass guitar after being some convincing by Lennon and the others. If you want to know more about this wonderful man, check out his bio. I might say, I respect this man and I love his artworks. He is such an inspiration. Rest in Peace Stu.

Fiona Apple - "Across The Universe"

2011-08-10T07:28:00.000-07:00

Across The Universe (Part 22)

2011-08-10T07:27:00.000-07:00

10 August

2011-08-10T07:22:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, check out the two videos. Omg I am like bewildered with this song. Originally sung by The Beatles. This song has been in my head since the other day. I have to be honest with you but this song it kinds of give me this inner peace, and helps me rest my mind. Kind of a drug that makes me feel woozy and calm. :-)

The first one is a version by Jim Sturgess in the movie Across the Universe(awesome movie), and the 2nd one is a version by Fiona Apple.

went out with the boys

2011-08-09T04:03:00.001-07:00

Did not regret going out with these 3 boys. Tristan is shoo cuteee :3 We went to Taman Rimba and played around the kiddy playground. Had a fun time though it was only for awhile. ;-) Hope that they'll be another next time :-D

I hate it when things like this happen

2011-08-09T01:31:00.000-07:00

My ac broke so I gotta clean that shit that's all over the floor. My room is flooded with yellow water and all my bags that were all over the floor are now officially soaking wet. DANG.

Not the best time to get this kind of problems.

It's disgusting, all of my bags are wet and smells like a piece of trash that got soaked with sewer water. Sighs.

Well, I thank these wonderful people to make wonderful music to ease the pain that is raging around my annoyance level.

Peace out

It's 3.38am

2011-08-07T12:39:00.001-07:00

I fell asleep on the living room couch for 3 hours and now I'm wide awake. So now I'm listening to some good music.

It's nice to hear real music once in awhile. Cut the tacky sexual video clips, with iluminati signs, glitters, lyrics that don't make sense, songs about parties and how they got drunk and drank so much, autotune voice, beats that are so common and repeats the same lyric over and over again and even some I don't know why they even consider that music. I'm not gonna drop any names but some of them I'm surprised how people could consider it music. The new generation has overlooked on music, and consider nonsense as music and take real music for granted. It's quite of a depressing thought.

I hate it when I offered to share them one good music to listen to, but they ignore my effort and don't even bother listening to it and throw me with songs that are probably nonsense. Dancing neon girls, a man repeating the same lyrics over and over again which is probably trying to brain wash us with 'let's party 24/7'.

Look at this guy..........(dang, I forgot his name).... His voice is pure, no autotune to it. He doesn't have the greatest vocal or the perfect pitch but with his emotions set to the song with pure passion to it, it does move one's heart. Passion is important, not fame. Not trying to fit in, trying to be like the music trend right now, that sounds very trashy and makes the listeners very sick and you'll quickly change the radio station. I am really upset with the music producers that are developing young artists that sounds nothing but autotune. Why not just show how they really sound. People may like it, people may not.

It is showing a bad example to the younger listeners that you don't have to be yourself, to be perfect. Stop brain washing them. I am so sad for the younger generation right now. All they have on the radio and music channel are mostly crappy robotic songs.

Where has the soulful music gone to?

I pity them, seriously. When I was younger I didn't have those robotic, autotune kind of shit. I hope there will be more singers that would portray what music is really all about.

What are you trying to show to the kids? That we can't be ourselves? That those old beats are nothing but trash? That real instruments does not exist anymore? All are nothing but computerized.

I am not trying to say that all the singers and bands are like that right now. There are a few good ones, and I am thankful for that. They are still loyal to their roots and won't give in to those shit trashy kind of music.

It scares me right now, seeing all those singers on stage and on the radio.... They just shoot me with thoughts that the World is really ending very soon.

I am just expressing my thoughts, feelings, experience and opinion. If you don't want to listen to my opinion and you do not agree with it then DON'T EVEN BOTHER READING THIS POST.

ps; Mike Stec and Stephen Stec are the real raw original musicians in the making. I thank you and your talented family because it let's me know that there is still hope in music. I can't wait for their album. Your biggest fan here!

night in paris, didn't really seem like it

2011-08-06T09:06:00.000-07:00

SO yah, went to Ash's college's "prom".... Did not expect the students would be so simple. Even someo of the girls didn't even pakai makeup. Oh my gosh. I think we were the only ones yg really did. Haha. The food was good. There was an after party... But no $$ so tidak jadi hahaha.

Bah, let the pictures to the talk.

Yeah

2011-08-05T08:22:00.001-07:00

I was suppose to go to bed now as I was about to fall asleep but I was awaken by my mom to clean up the mess behind my bed. The painting on the wall is peeling up more and more and it's just gathering rubbish behind my bed. So yah. Darn you wall.

I'm on break now, first sem starts next2 week! woohoo :-D

Since I'll be free most of the time, I've decided to continue on my writing. Sorry if my grammar is bad and the sentences are fucked up or whatever.

Hope you'll enjoy it :-)

Here's the link to the other blog:

http://sunflowersrainbowsandskinnyjeanswords.blogspot.com/

Good night.

love ur nerd

2011-07-31T01:40:00.000-07:00

Hey everybody.

Whatsup?

Well, me? Finals starts tomorrow and I haven't even started studying yet.

After the finals, 2 weeks off. KL. And end of August, 1st semester finally starts!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

The moment that I have been waiting for, to actually start my real course. It'll be a good and bad thing. The good thing is that I'll be able to learn lots of artsy fartsy computer thingy. And the bad thing is that, I'm gonna be busy and stressed out.

Midterm has been fun, made friends with really Great and Amazing people that respects you and you respect them. :-)

I hope I'll be able to see them around in college, as all of us are not in the same course. Too bad *sobs*

I am now playing harvest moon again, and I am sorry to say that I am extremely addicted.

This is a distraction from life.

Life has been stressful and okay.

I find it funny how I am able to cope with all of this drama the revolves around me.

I should give myself a pat on that shoulder :-)

*taps own shoulder*

Fascination :-)

2011-07-25T06:49:00.000-07:00

I have this hobby of looking through Blogshops and browse through every single page but I never really buy any of the clothes. I just love to surf through pages and pages of Blogshops of the locals and see what they sell.

I don't know it kinda gives me a stress relief. Weird huh?

Anyways, I'm planning to make my own collections of Jewelries starting from next month after I finish cleaning my room up.

I find it very interesting. I want to try to make my own design, using cheap high quality materials that are reliable. hahaha.

thinking of some designs~!